22 August 2009
It’s been a period of time since I came back to do some blogging.
What a time and place for me to be blogging – when I am admitted for observation in TTSH for a suspect of appendicitis. Bleh.
There’s a tinge of blessing in disguise. That is, I need not detour into office specially tomorrow (Saturday) to complete the cheque for Huber’s that Boss asked me to. Teehee. Not a good thing as a matter of fact though. I cannot meet the CG for lunch, then to do the filming for Pst’s birthday video, then queue with the CG (probably the first and last time the whole CG would queue together!). Sigh.
There’s pretty much alot that I don’t wanna be here.
First, it’s my FIRST time in my life staying overnight in a hospital as a patient.
Second, well I’ve heard a fair share of hospital horrors. And it didn’t help that lights went off at around 12midnight, both ward and corridor lights. I’ve seen nothing so far. So am I not ready to encounter such stuffs like what Pst Kong has mentioned before? If so, I hope God keeps it this way. Lols.
Third, even if I am not having appendicitis, dad and mom is so not gonna allow me to church. I’ve already missed CG meeting! Plus, I requested to Lili not to let me do training this week cos it’s been seriously AGES since I joined the CG before and after service. Yet this happened. >.<
Fourth, from the moment the doctor at the polyclinic said I’m referred immediately to A&E, to the A&E doctor saying I’ve to be admitted for observation, to being put on drip, to having some medication stuffed into my ass to let me empty my bowels, to forcing the drip back into my veins cos it stopped (which totally hurt), ITS ALL SCARY! Placing a brave-not-scared front to mom (she accompanied me throughout) and dad (who hung around at the cafeteria) to make them less worried, isn’t easy. Their worried faces made me feel really irritated I had to be hospitalized and make them worried.
Fifth, I haven’t eaten the entire day. When I am finally hungry, it was the time I’m about to go on drip thus no food, or drinks! Torturous without any water. Aircon is freaking cold and a blanket that is wonderfully thin to go with, had to request for another blanket. Maybe it’s the hospital bed and pillow, I couldn’t get to sleep for long. Tossed and turned for almost 2 hours, I gave up. So here I am blogging.
Oh goodness, I’m whining. Hahaha. But I feel better. Think I’ll try to catch some sleep. By faith, I’m praying everything will turn out just fine! And that I can go service! Don’t wanna doze off during sermon, so goodnight all! 😀
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i can’t be bothered anymore, i guess
ever since you made that speech to me, things haven’t been going as well as i expect them too. not like you mean alot to me currently. but oh well, oh whatever.
i shall not be bothered anymore, i guess. with you.
confused, puzzled
if you were willing to let me step in, you wouldn’t be feeling forced or coerced at times when i want something. it’s not a psychological problem anymore, it’s a matter of whether you are willing to…
i’m struggling to convince myself each time i feel the negative vibes. how long more do you want me to do that? why do i feel like i’m the only one fighting to make things happen?
if only you would open up and not avoid my questions each time i ask. can’t we make it happen together?
whatever, really
what’s with people being able to be disappointed with me and i can’t get disappointed with them?! or rather they don’t care that i am disappointed/pretend they don’t know i am feeling disappointed.
and when it’s my turn to disappoint, i seem to be a stranger in those whom i’ve disappointed’s world. like, i don’t exist in their life in the first place.
i’m trying my best not to do disappearing acts – but the feeling i am receiving makes me wanna do so, badly.
whatever.
totally screwed up!
i really can’t believe how topsy-turvy my biological clock is right now!
went to bed around 10plus, tossed and turned till now, i give up! hopefully i might start to feel sleepy surfing the net. heh. and miraculously, zi’s online! haha!
anyway, starhub’s really bad. bunk has experienced not once nor twice but 5 times of connection problem. and of all days, the problem happens only during days where bunk would have more customers. sickening! after the technician does the repair later, i pray really hard there will not be any problem again! otherwise…
i do hope i’m not suffering from insomnia like what zi mentioned. cos i’ve to be up at 7, be at bunk at 9, all the way till bunk closes. and it ain’t helping much with a stupid running nose. 😦
beauty of being penniless
mum’s birthday is this thursday. i’ve not gotten her anything yet; don’t know what to get her and most importantly, i’m broke to afford her a present. how dumb am i to overlook september as her birthday.
i asked her how she wanted this day spent – watch mamma mia in the afternoon then dinner. simple. unfortunately, i can’t even fulfill that simple wish she has.
someone kill me. anyone.
p/s: but you’ll be dealt with by God (LOL)
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